"It's hard to explain with words. Some explanations should be left to experience. The meanings of life are not verbal, they are felt. To express deep meaning I must communicate with visuals and sound without language. I must make a film. Colours and audio vibration,  to entrap the viewer in mood, in feeling. The viewer exits after experiencing the screen with understanding and not with words. If words are used they are abstractly used for their vibrations of sound adding to the experience of art, of presentation. I leave to you "me," in vision and in sound. I leave to you a memoir of my life, in vision and in sound. I leave to you a film of my soul. Alan Watts once mentioned that people once experienced things and then made words to describe them, now they make words before experiencing them. Let's avoid words, let's have pure experience of sound and vision."

"I'd like to notice that things are full.
With waiting I can only see the transient energy of form.
Sparks can only conform to hyper-genetic radio waves.
Which fill the space of this emptiness. 
I tend to think that this is all, but our brain is the enemy.
The brain is infected like a computer virus.
The "man" has implanted a worm based off of theological ideals.
The sunset and sunrise are but forms of escape.
Like that of sex, one has a chance to be free.
All but for that moment.
The virus like us to be within the interior of the four walls.
Four walls with distractions that stop us from intimacy.
The theory of being inside without being "inside."
The choice is very simple if you think for yourself.
Make things full and use your transient forces.
Make the transient forces become permanent. 
See the sunsets and sunrises everywhere.
The time is to be and to be in immediate.
The term "was" or "will be" can be killed with the sword. 
Finality is not to be feared but to be forgotten.
Perception of the surroundings of everyday minute mean more than a journey beyond. 
The eye on the dollar is really the "I."
The clarity is a metaphor because of the ego the dollar represents.
Let the dollars decay and destroy the ego. 
Let the real green grow from the compost and change into true form."